without you do not give further away from you is worse :'(

♥♥ I know that I can no longer move on without thinking about you because you are my world my air and my future I look forward and imagine agent more in the meantime I so guess I'm just that you left me and once again I find myself crying because I know that without you there for me pursue as I made the biggest mistake of my life that was that I love most worse was to have acid for you because without you's not why I was loving you. ♥♥ :'(

marks of the past

"You could take care of me" More is not wanted and can therefore my heart was hurting and you just did more to destroy, the time lines are the brands that have just rebuild this cold night, dark and bitter I ran away , thinking it would be right and until I bumped into you after this fight without success, you told me so:
I love you deeply and you want until after the end.
And I a fool once again created marks on my chest because of a simple guy I just met. cold night, hot night no matter how it is I just know in my heart it is written: If love is? can give turn and leave ... Xx'

Ahora sé que realmente no lo estoy

-Lo que yo pensaba pasaría con ? no lo hace .
-Sí, soy así, así que sí lo soy.
-No hay .
-Es sólo que me siento un vacío entender? ' m muertos no sienten nada y cuidado para Poco lo que me pasa y nada , porque yo estoy muerto. 
- Más en que está diciendo esto?
_ Así es como me siento. Me siento así desde el día en que todo cambió , desde el día que empecé a no recordar nada , así que siento que estoy tan , estoy cosechando el borde de un acantilado , siento sordos tirotei de una manera muy extraña , me siento tonta cuando no puedo decir lo que pienso , así que no te digo que no soy así , porque usted no me conoce usted no sabe quién soy.
- Hasta que yo no puedo saberlo todo de ti , no puedo hasta que sepa más cuando la persona que tiene carácter, te lo has imaginado .
- Lo siento por la forma en que hablaba, más me siento aún más que una ilusión, no estoy bien, no sé pedir perdón cuando he herido los sentimientos de una persona a la que quería mucho me cortado y ese acantilado me lancé cuando oí hablar de esto, yo era simplemente sordos a los cañonazos, cuando me di cuenta de que era el momento de hablar por temor a que callé, y prefiero estar en silencio, y por eso digo que estoy tan y siempre voy a estar así hasta la muerte, aliais ya estoy muerto, muerto y muerto adentro hacia afuera, porque ese vacío dentro de mi pecho ya no vive haber más solución, así que no te preocupes por mí, porque ya soy un niño grande y ya sé lo que está bien y lo que está mal, más aún gracias por confiar en mí.
- Ok, pero cuando te das cuenta de lo que eres y yo soy falndo usted me entiende y le dará valor a lo que dije. Xx'

Watching life pass

I'm here just move, trying to see if all u afraid of me going or if my life goes.
I'm here simply because everything is going wrong, tears rolling in my heart I'm in a simple and tough confusion, when I decided to be the right moment that I shall depart.
I'm stuck with a pen on paper thinking it will create a poetry over what was actually created illusions, I have to be a little more realistic and stop thinking everything a fairy tale I'm tired of just being a girl and now I want to go my dream shine.
More as I do not try to change my story is still sitting here with a small pen stuck in a leaf, waiting for my life pass.Xx'

Wake me up

I was here a little distracted until I heard this song from Avicii .
This song speaks: wake me when it's all over.
When I'm older and wiser .
All this time I was looking for myself .
And did not know I was lost .
The portrait of this song made ​​me pause a bit and think about life .
I 'm only fifteen years , most have been through many things , disappointment in love , suffer nothing to cry at dawn by bullshit ... finally is why I 'm just a teenager.
So it must have been why I identified with music is because I'm already tired of being judged by the world , I'm tired of not being accepted , I'm tired of being a teenager ...
I would very much what this song speaks truth I could get would love , sleep and wake would very much like to sleep when I got grown and after this feat you could wake me when it's all over.

When I'm older and wiser .
All this time I was looking for myself .
And did not know I was lost .

So up only when I was older , because only then I could understand why I am so judged by the simple fact of being who I am I.

So I' please wake me.Xx'

It is not easy to turn back.

Times when we make a choice is difficult to try to go back because we have hurt the heart of a person who has nothing to do with our mistakes, we will realize more when it is already a little late.
So I would really like to have thought that it was all just a mistake and that I would be hurting the heart of a person that makes me so well.                            Maybe one day he will forgive me or hate me forever, I know it will not be easy to realize now how much I regret more maybe one day is not it?
I know, I know it is not easy to go back over who knows ...Xx'

Not Know

Photo memories of the past do not know I'm not even sure if this album was released, pictures of people surrounding bleachers agent think about being happy I think of the people I think of my future and I do not I see without you without you without smell your perfume at dawn think ne es as this beautiful gift that life has left me you me, roses are not perfect as I offer jazmim violet to live a love without end jazmim as thou art beautiful more beautiful than all the roses in my garden in the middle of them all stands with endless love.

Speak of love

We often speak of love without knowing love suffer pain without knowing just as happy for no reason we sing read write think most still do not know why so much joy inside of the heart only know that happy and sad at the same time live until the end.

I'm Still

See the world out there, I see trams and wheels, see bonfires and children around the world still is full of rational endless follies my world is like without you near me. I'm still looking at the world outside and is no longer time the world has changed once more to feel sized or took the time increases every time your photos still on my bookshelf. I do not know what I do without you by my side is it true or is it an illusion answer me one thing you love me or not. The world remains the same and trolley wheels in full rodeo bonfires lit and still see kids jumping in January is still running and singing and even then I still do not see where you a clue that I weight.Xx'

to Begin

To get a slight thought that makes me think, what I believe and I will never stop believing, hoping you have or see your eyes in the darkness of the night I know that the light some day I can see, I just smile and look forward to continuing to Loving You * - * Xx'

Love Demi Lovato ♥

Tell Me A Lie

I do not want to hear that our love is over , if you really agree with what they say , do not tell me this now please baby I beg you , and tell me a lie , because tonight I'm sensitive and could not bear to hear that you, the last few years our our moments were of pure love that only a few times here you changed me , I think that's why I 'm so fragile and things got worse after last baby , please do not this moment our last but the beginning of a new beginning that is if you still want to try , the more you see there's more right , do not worry about my reaction , I know that will be one of the worst , most is why I love you , more please do not say anything today and just hug me and tell me a lie the best of them all , and say that you love me and tomorrow , and tomorrow if you are certoo tell me the truth now more hold me tight and kiss me and say you love me and watch me adormir , and tomorrow you decided what to do ... tomorrow and if there's nothing left of these last years ... I will try to understand more today please just tell me a lie baby.Xx'

Scars

When I went perceive, was already afternoon I was already passionate for you, I tried stop time along to you , is difficult to know that everything this ended , sitting in my bed , I see photos reminisce the moments and feel a strong grip in my heart, because it still not this totally scarred amid so many photos and souvenirs tears roll in my face and fall to the ground , my body weeps imploring one arregro , I want leave this pit more 'm not totally ready to suffer again , then amid my fear I hide and suffer even more for not fighting this pain amid the points I try to connect them to a possible new world .
The times I do not understand the why of all this be difficult , sometimes I think why you did this to me , sometimes I think that you only was infatuation more being infatuation yes or no I'm suffering , because this scar I know I feel that little by little is killing me , more sincerely this duty be really good , because with this I can learn about what is suffer and when I me fall in love again and if I me fall in love again I already will I know what do.Xx'

A Deep Hole...

Life gives us a chance when we err.
And when we make mistakes in love '.
If love is true, we will have another chance, more if we squander this chance again, we will be just empty bodies that mindless and path to the road walk out looking for another new chance, most unfortunately it faces a huge hole called Solitude.
More without knowing what to do he just does not deflect as already tired and is suffering greatly, and continues walking and when you will see he is fallen completely desolate inside the hole that is the illusion begging and waiting for a pardon.
Just wondering again another chance with the person he really once loved.

Thoughts ...

Thinking so I thought what you said the first time.
Thinking is what I thought '.
And if thought is why you should still think of me and if you think of me like I think about you is why is love, which is why we think we think we think together and we know that we can not spend another minute without thinking one on the other ...
thoughts.

Obsesión.

me pierdo una pieza , no sé dónde están , no saben con quien ni siquiera están seguros está contigo.
- No, nunca creer , debe ser por eso que nunca he salido .
- Más sería bueno si yo fuera usted, yo creo que por eso : yo siempre sé dónde estás , ¿quién o qué está haciendo y siempre me siento tranquila , no sé exactamente lo que está sucediendo a mí, yo sólo sé que en mi corazón ésta Fazio , es muy fácil confundir amor con obsesión, la mayoría no son lo mismo, el amor se hace cargo de todo el cuerpo, sólo obesessão esto en la cabeza , que se cuelga en la boca , le atrae , usted está dormido ¿por qué el amor es una forma que conozco de muchas vueltas más en la vida , además de tener la obsesión es tener un laberinto sin fin y cuando no se quiere que aparezca obsesión por todo lo que parece que lo que sentimos cuando algo Foa realidad sucede y no siente nada , estábamos vacío, vacío de amor. Xx'